het is alsof ze wakker worden op een andere planeet

masturbating for world peace

3 times a week, 35 years long

Did you know that I’m a socialist?

Its all very well writing the things one enjoys writing - and I did this - but one does want, too, that some people should like it as well.

, but circumstances compel me to risk annoying you.

entirely sentimental and unreal aspirations

, half paralysed with disgust and boredom,

Do you like very long sentences that cant be read in a breath? I do. It’s part of my anti-naturalistic bias.

a passion for work - I write - read - write - read - from morning to night. For an hour I wet myself on the high road - back to tea - Shakespeare, Joyce - and so on. It is a very exciting life, entirely devoid of human beings.

, and it affected my heart, and I had to see a specialist, and he said my heart must be broken of the habit of beating in the wrong rhythm,

My lethargy is that of the alligator at the Zoo.

You are very interesting psychologically:

Dearest,

How you must be wanting to hear from me!

Please write an account of your entire day from dawn to sunset.